Monthly Archive: September 2000

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balanced

Feeling a bit myself again, listening to Donald Fagen, The Nightfly and sipping peppermint tea. I really need to get more of this ‘cos it wakes me up, gives me that warm sweet feeling I like to have in the...

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off-balance

Let me just say that watching the Men’s Gymnastics right before bed ‘cos the UPN station keeps flickering in and out can give you some very odd dreams. But I managed to wake up well enough. Though whatever I did...

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sated

And it’s been a long time since I’ve used that word. So I did what every other gay man considers doing when he’s taken the day off or has a holiday. I hooked up on AOL. I drove over there,...

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confused

So why is it all the nice guys on AOL pop out when I’m home from work for the day? I mean I sit on it some evenings and get so angry with the attitudes of guys that I want...

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defeat

I’m taking a mental health day today. I made it out of bed, late again, in the shower and almost dressed and for some reason I couldn’t get my shirt to tuck into my pants the way I wanted it...

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boredom

Times like this that I just want to go to the bank, pull out some money, head to the airport and just find a plane and hop on it. I’m bored and lonely and I hate feeling like this. Thank...

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friendly

Ok, I’ve been linked and spotted now and mentioned multiple times by Lexi, so I gotta give her some love back with a link.. Maybe I should start doing a favorite blogs on the net. But who has time to...

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elation

By the way, if you’re reading. Hi Lexi!!

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conflict

I got a response to my e-mail to Michael, he says he didn’t think my birthday meant that much to me otherwise he’d have sent me a note or something. I guess he’s trying to spark dialogue with me again,...

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sickness

Ok, I went to bed a few hours ago, but just woke up writhing in pain and had to take an “extended sit down visit” to the bathroom, very unpleasant. I suppose it’s my body telling me to eat better.....