I am having a ‘funk’ week…
It’s only Tuesday, but I know I’m in a funk. Thankfully it isn’t the lashing out at people type of funk, but I’m just overly concerned about .. everything. Money, weight, dating, cleaning, wardrobe… fun. Mostly money right now though, I think.
I am coming off of a very fun weekend, with three very nice dates with two very nice men, but even that’s causing my brain some concern and turmoil. I’m going to have to do a social slow-down this week. That will probably be for the best. It will keep me from spending as much money, at the least. I have dinner with Jenifer tonight and then teasing myself going to the Apple Store with her. I’m kinda broke and poor til payday and I don’t want to rack anything up on the credit cards. Maybe I should just skip Valentine’s Day plans as well.. more money that I just don’t have to do anything terribly grand when I think watching movies on the couch under a blanket will do just as well.
I’ve GOT to unpack my apartment, too. Even if that means going through boxes and doing a massive purge of stuff. I’ve had people over recently, and each time I clean up just enough of the main room that the boxes become more like wall extensions, and not actual clutter in the path of anything, but it’s starting to make me sick to look at it all. Even though moving them out of the way wouldn’t give me space for a dining area, I ponder impossible dreams like having a dinner party and realizing that there’s just no way with all the crap in my place.
CVS has potato chips on sale this week.. it’d be so easy to just grab a couple dozen bags and make that dinner for the next month or two. Become too huge to leave the house… problems solved! *bah*