record lows

… record lows …

I’m in a funk lately. Don’t really have a reason for it. I think it’s due to the impending 30 around the corner, and being single and feeling like my job is a pain and not having enough money, not to mention my “fruitless” weight loss. I want to be a fun happy shiny person, but it’s just not happening lately.

Al visited for a few days and his visit was definitely fun, though he called me a grump more than once, which I felt is a bit unfair considering that before he found a man he was in a much worse state than I am now. Still we all have our fixes, I guess.

I guess I just don’t feel that I’m where I should be at 30.