witness, witness, witness, witness!

… witness, witness, witness, witness! …

I’m doing it, getting thinner. Today I weighed in clothes, what I weighed without clothes the last time. Essentially, that’s only about 3-5 lbs, but still, progress is progress. But damn if eating well and losing weight isn’t difficult, inconvenient, and overall expensive. I’m trying the Slim-Fast route, supplemented with fat burner pills. So if I drop dead of a heartattack, there’ll be no mystery, that’s for damn sure. It’s a simple enough routine though, meal, snack, meal, snack, meal, maybe snack, bed. Combine that with the other routines I’m on, for my facial fabulousness, and packing the apartment. I don’t want to turn into one of those wanna be model types that has an alarm go off every 2 hours of the day. “Oh my, time to moisturize!” But I do need to try to stick to something. I brought the remainder of the cheesecake into the office. I found a recipe for a low-fat cheesecake which I’m going to try. I’m praying that I can adapt it and make good cheesecakes that can be altered, much like my previous one, which is heavy as a gold brick. And what I’m finding is that it’s not hunger that drives me to eat. It’s just plain desire. I *want* food. Someone mentions eating and while I’m not hungry, I’m placing an order for pizza or similar. Why?

Drinking enough water to drown a fish though, thus going to the bathroom about every 15 minutes. If I may be gross for a moment, it is interesting to go #1 and see that it’s completely colorless.

Sadly, of the few personals I answered, most of which were just looking for friends, I got zero responses. Pity that. However I’m feeding my online addiction with pogo.com. Nicer people there, though I’m finding that gay men online see “chat room” of any kind and immediately think, horndog time. I mean people are playing a mock casino slot machine game, it’s hardly the time to log into the room and say, “Geez I’m so horny, my dick REALLY needs relief.” Some guys…

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