it’s difficult to enjoy the connections
Had a great weekend, spent most of it with C, unfortunately it had to end with a bit of a reminder of the situation that I’m (we’re?) in. I like him a lot, but it’s difficult to enjoy the connections you make with someone when you feel that at any moment you could be asked out for a drink and be told that things aren’t working out. I admit, that I don’t feel that happening in this case, but still it would be nice to know that we were each other’s one and only or primary interest at the time.