I WANT MORE

I’ve said it before, but it warrants saying again just to kick myself about it. I need more options when it comes to hanging out with people. Last night I had dinner with Chris, but I was clearly his “second string” choice. Even so much as told me, “Well my friend can’t hang out, wanna go to dinner?”

And the other evening I was put on the shelf, even though I asked him to do stuff first, it was “Well let me see what my other friend wants to do and then I’ll call you.”

I dunno, I give up, maybe I’m not meant to just have friends.