Monthly Archive: October 2003

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Accomplishing things…

The table’s nearly completed. I realize that I need to put at least two coats of finish on the thing, and now I’m eyeing the skies daring them to rain on me since the table is out on the patio...

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today’s wish

My one wish for today is that people would take just 5 seconds to think about what they’re about to say before they say it. If people did that, I think things might be a little less irritating in my...

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later that night…

I’m just… confused. How does one play the ex-now-friend so easily? I feel like there should be rules written down someplace.

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sad and hurt

I really feel sad right now and I hurt. I wanted so much to tell him what I was feeling, but I was terrified that all it would do was push him away.

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neutral territory

This being friends thing is hard as hell. I had a good time out with Christopher tonight but it wasn’t easy to act “normal” whatever that means.. to be that close to him but feel like something really precious was...

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souvenirs

How do people feel about keeping souvenirs given to you by friends? This is for those of us not living with much space to keep things in. In my cleaning efforts, I keep coming across little gifts from places that...

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too cold…

I’m all for a gentle drift between the seasons. it gives you time to prepare yourself, update wardrobes, move the “winter clothes” out of storage (though growing up in Georgia, there was no such thing). But we’re barely into October...

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have room, will procrastinate…

I absolutely HATE cleaning my room. I always have. Even when I had practically nothing and no space in which to let it get dirty. All I end up doing is putting things in places that others think they should...

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Never can say goodbye.

I find it amusing when people who claim to want nothing to do with me read my journal… regularly. I don’t get it.. but it is funny. It’s like when you say you’re going to ignore someone, but don’t because...