me time

So I’m taking a little me time. I’m out on the patio now, kind of enjoying the breeze and the temperature. I can definitely get used to this. Except for the fact that my typing in the dark on a tiny little keyboard is a little bad, it’s great.

This is becoming the hardest transition for me to make, not only with being single, but going from suburbs to the city. Getting outside. When I would go home from work I would just sit inside my place, since you couldn’t get anyplace aside from driving. Here I walk to work, get home, am a little winded. But when that passes, I don’t really know what to do with myself.

I’m not really a peacock, I don’t have the urge to try and get dressed up while still looking casual and just walk around for the sheer purpose of being seen. I’m not a coffee drinker, so Starbucks really has no appeal for me… Well aside from having wireless internet inside. I tend to have everything I need on hand, so if I’m headed out someplace, it’s to go to a museum or someplace scenic. I don’t just strut around my own neighborhood. Then again, I also don’t have much faith in the prospect that someone will see me and just start chatting me up. I guess its self-esteem. Everyone, at one time or another, needs a perfect stranger to come up to them and say, “You know, you’re looking really attractive today.” That’s all. I think that could do wonders.