weighted down
I don’t know if I have any more saltwater in my body at this point. Having a copy of “The Hours” to watch didn’t really help either. But it’s really just a convenient excuse for my feelings. I sent Christopher...
Monthly Archive: September 2003
Odometer time, web style
at least i can be consoled (?) by the fact that as i’m feeling pretty damn miserable, my page counter rolled over 10,000 hits to this page. why do i feel like i’ve blown my chance at happiness?
8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning
‘Who are you?’ and ‘What do you want?’ are so appropriate to me right now. I had Christopher over and we talked after dinner and west wing. We’re friends… now. Tonight was the second time in as many months that...
Confide in me
I just talked with Al and I feel a bit better. I don’t have a lot of friends locally that I consider confidants so it was nice to have someone I could just talk to about the situation and not...
passion and drive
I often toss around certain ages at which people should be able to do things, or recognize that its time to not do things anymore. Like when to stop making “cute” answering machine messages and the like. What’s never occurred...
a horribly sickeningly sweet thought
And I go to bed with a horribly sickeningly sweet thought… my pillow still smells like Christopher. Its comforting somehow.
fired: not even an exit interview
It’s done. I’m home. I still have my badge. I never got anyone to “inspect” my moving out box, so for all they know I could have swiped EPA blind… which I didn’t. I wrote a letter to everyone this...
I could think of 100 other places I’d rather be
Last night it hit me. I think I realize just how depressed the layoff situation has made me and how its affecting me otherwise. I could barely get to sleep, every little noise kept me awake and right now I...
Interpersonal Thinker
Inspired by MA, my thinking style from BBCi: You are an Interpersonal Thinker Interpersonal thinkers: Like to think about other people, and try to understand them Recognise differences between individuals and appreciate that different people have different perspectives Make an...
They’re short-changing me!
Well isn’t this a lovely thing. I go to check my bank account seeing as how its payday… and my deposit looks a little light.. by about 4-or-500 dollars! So I go online to check my paystub (so high tech...